Wow, it’s been a whirlwind of a week. NANJING: The Burning City was officially released in comic shops nationwide last Wednesday (with a book store release coming September 1st). So far, the response has been quite amazing. If you haven’t pre-ordered the book on Amazon yet, please feel free to visit your local comic shop and grab one! Either way, it helps my sales numbers.
I had the wonderful opportunity to write an essay over at Paste Magazine, detailing the origins of the book.
There was also this amazing review over at gosanangelo.com.
As for other news, all of the remaining Tails pages have been uploaded and scheduled for their Monday updates, with the last 4 pages set to be released back-to-back over 4 days. So, no more delays. But that also means the story is finally coming to its close. It’s bittersweet for me, how is it for you guys?
Also, for those who purchased and are following A Piggy’s Tale, issue #4 was sent off to the printers and will makes its debut at NYCC 2015! I’ll also be in attendance, participating in panels, selling/signing stuff. If you’ll be there, find me! (I’ll have more updates on my NYCC ’15 schedule coming soon)
Just before my son was born, I was able to storyboard this insane mini-comic from the mind of my editor, Jim Gibbons. The result? A futuristic time-traveling adventure starring SHAQ!
I’m also particularly proud of this project because I was able to wrap up all 9 pages in just under 10 hours! I pride myself on working very hard and very fast.
It’s been a crazy 2 weeks. First, my baby boy, Elliott Sydney Huang was born March, 23rd. Say hi!
Second, NANJING: The Burning City is currently in Diamond’s April PREVIEWS catalog, right in the Dark Horse section!
This is the closest to the front page that I’ve ever been! I’m super stoked and I can’t wait for the book’s release on August 19th. Be sure to pre-order a copy with your local comic store, or pre-order it on Amazon.
(This partly pertains to the post I wrote last week, more of my personal brand of professional advice.)
Let me take you down memory lane. When I was in 7th grade, this was the opening to my then-comic series, The Bubbler:
Not bad for a 12 year old, right? You can tell I had promise, but also how incredibly naive the art is (well, duh, I’m 12). But here’s the thing, even in 7th grade, I was already punishing myself for not being a professional comic artist yet. I spent restless nights staring off in my bunk bed, questioning whether or not my art was ever gonna be good enough. “If my comic isn’t good enough to be published, why bother?” I wasn’t drawing for fun at age 12, I was drawing for a career, holding myself to professional standards. I started to fall into the down-on-the-dumps, self-deprecating artist trap. Drawing for fun seemed like a distant memory.
This was partly due to my brother (you all know him as Patrick in the webcomic) who is 9 years my senior. I watched my brother receive numerous rejection letters, and it wore on him. More than that, it wore on our relationship, because he projected his insecurities onto me. When he criticized my work, he would often draw over it, showing me exactly what I did wrong (this destroyed any sense of pride or attachment I had for my art). Someone who was meant to be my mentor became my competitor. I became fueled by anger and jealousy, rather than just a pure love of the art. Anyone who criticized me immediately became my enemy (in my eyes).
I pushed myself really hard, sometimes at the expense of relationships. I learned to work harder, but also smarter (which is something my brother didn’t do). To really improve as an artist, you need to force yourself to draw things outside of your comfort zone. That’s the problem I still see with many cartoonists today, they choose to HIDE their shortcomings, rather than challenge them head on. Don’t like drawing back muscles? DRAW A WHOLE PAGE OF THEM. Hate 3 point perspective? DRAW THE MOST COMPLICATED LAYOUT YOU CAN IMAGINE OVER AND OVER AGAIN. Are you happy with that last page you just finished? Good, now do something better!
Adding tons of texture on that rock or filling that corner with superficial techno-junk won’t compensate for the fact that the anatomy is off, or that the clothing doesn’t seem to fall right. I know it takes time (God knows I still have a lot of room for improvement), but you have to commit.
The past 10 years have been kind to me. I’ve enjoyed a very successful freelance career with a sprinkling of some well-received projects. Perhaps being hard on myself was responsible for my achievements. But who knows, maybe I could’ve eased up a little. I’m still worried, in the back of my mind, that the Fraud Police will come knocking on my door and strip me of all artistic credibility (thanks, Amanda Palmer).
I’ve always said, the two easiest things is to love your work, and to hate your work. When you’re a narcissistic egomaniac, no amount of criticism will matter, because you already think you know everything. Conversely, incessant self-deprecation is just a cry for sympathy and a ploy to lower expectations. Worse than that, it’s fuckin’ dishonest. You know you don’t suck. Wanna know how I know? Because people who suck never realize they suck. That’s why they suck. (See beginning of paragraph) If you’re constantly on the frontlines bashing your own stuff — I get it — your self-esteem is low and you wanna bash it before anyone else has the chance to. I’ve been there.
But the hardest thing to do is recognizing that you’re actually good, while admitting you need to improve. That’s when you can truly accept constructive criticism and grow as a creator. You eventually learn to listen, and your defense mechanisms aren’t as necessary anymore.
Work harder AND smarter. DO push yourself too hard, but make sure it’s for yourself.
Hopefully you haven’t forgotten what it’s like to draw for fun. I’m trying to remember what it’s like.
I’m writing this because I’m concerned of a continuing trend among aspiring artists, or artists who are trying to get their first project off the ground. Are you ready for a little tough love?
It really doesn’t matter how perfect you think your first project will be. Just finish it. I learned that the long and hard way. After quitting college, I had big plans. Some were attainable, and some were just downright silly. But I wanted to finish a book, that much was clear, and I wanted my first book to make a splash. I initially dabbled with several projects (including what is now Nanjing), but the bulk of 2002 – 2003 was spent developing a teen superhero book, and I even finished an entire first issue. Then I decided to redo that issue, to make it better. Then I redid it again… and again. And now you get the point.
I was a perfectionist (and part of me still is), but constant perfectionism is also a fear of failure in disguise. Yes, I wanted to make a big splash with my first project, but let’s face it — subconsciously, I was prolonging the release, thereby prolonging the inevitable criticism (or worse, backlash) of my work. You want every line to be perfect because you want your work to be beyond reproach and beyond critique.
But it’s an impossible standard you build for yourself. And here’s the dirty little secret… say it with me… NOBODY GIVES A SHIT BUT YOU. I don’t say that to be dismissive, I say that because it’s the cold, hard truth.
Your first work will most likely go ignored (and there are very few exceptions that prove the rule). Most likely, you won’t get many freelance jobs from your first work. You’ll probably have a few professional doors open for you, but said doors are really just leading you to another waiting room.
So, all aspiring artists — all you peeps who are stressing over every line, every page, every word bubble — please, take it from me: just finish the damn book. What’s your biggest fear, a terrible review casting a dispersion on your entire legacy?
“I liked this person’s debut graphic novel, but this one scene was a tad mundane, and so I’m giving them an F!! Nobody buy this comic!”
Here’s what your first review will actually look like (if you’re meant to do comics for a living): “Pretty good debut comic. A little rough here and there, but overall good. Recommended for new readers.”
It’s simply part of paying your dues. I allowed this neurotic behavior to control me for way too long. I mean, come on, even after releasing the original Tails mini-series, I reworked ALL of the content and even scrapped an entire sequel (the sequel was 100% finished). Yeah, it made me into a better draftsman, but it also stalled my career for 2 – 3 years. It also proved a point to NOBODY. That first Tails mini is crude as crap; it was my first series, my first foray into croquill inking, my first accumulation of debt. But it was all worth it.
Yes, you get better with every page. Yes, you get better when you truly learn to evaluate your own work with a critical eye. But you wanna know how to get A LOT better? Finish a complete book.
Then finish another one.